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  Hcn¡Ât]mepw Rm³ Nn´n¡m³ km[yXbnÃmXncp¶ Hcp Imcyw Hcn¡Â Abmsft¶mSp ]dªp. A¶v AbmfpsS Dt±iip²nsb Rm³ Gsd kwibn¨p. AbmÄ F´n\v A¡mcyw Ft¶mSp ]dªp F¶Xv Iptd\mÄ Fs¶ Nn´mIpe\m¡nb Imcyambncp¶p. F\n¡p Nn´n¡m³ Fs´Ãmw hnjb§Ä C¶p¬Sv F¶pÅ Nn´bm A¶v Rm³ Abmsf XoÀ¯pw Dt]£n¨p. A§s\ Imew Iptd Ignªp.

Hcn¡Â Rm³ Abmsf ho¬Spw I¬Svp. At±lw Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p: "Rm³v ]¬Sv ]dªsXs´¦nepw HmÀan¡p¶pt¬Sm?'

F\n¡v AÛpXw tXm¶n.

"sImÃw Iptd BbntÃ, FÃmw ad¶p t]mbn«p¬SmIpw. AtÃ. kmcanÃ, AsXÃmw Rm³ Hcn¡ÂIqSn ]dbmw'

AbmÄ B ]gb kwKXnXs¶ ho¬Spw Ft¶mSp ]dbm³ XpS§n. F\n¡v Abmsf XoÀ¯pw Hgnhm¡Wsa¶p¬Sv. ]t£ AbmÄ¡v Fs¶ hn«pt]mIphm³ a\ÊnÃ. AbmÄv ]dbp¶sXÃmw ]gb ImcyamsW¶v Rm³v ]eIpdn ]dªn«pw AbmÄ AsXÃmw BhÀ¯n¨psIm¬tSbncp¶p. At¸msgÃmw  Rm³ AbmfpsS apJt¯¡pw icoc¯nte¡pw kq£n¨pt\m¡ns¡m¬Sncp¶p. F\n¡v AÛpXw tXm¶nb Imcyw, hÀj§Ä¡p ap¼v Rm³ Abmsf I¬SXnÂv\n¶pw bmsXmcp amähpw AbmfpsS apJ¯nt\m icoc¯nt\m h¶n«nà F¶Xmbncp¶p. AbmÄ Ct¸mgpw ]gbXpt]msebncn¡p¶p...  HSphn Hcphn[¯n Rm³ Abmsf Hgnhm¡n. hm¨nte¡v IqsS-¡qsS t\m¡nbpw F\n¡v A¸w [rXnbps¬S¶p ]dªpw Hs¡ HSphn c£s¸SpIbmbncp¶p F¶p thWsa¦nÂv ]dbmw.

]ns¶bpw Imew Iptd Ignªp. Fsâ buh\w F\n¡v \jvSs¸«p. F\n¡v Xncn¨pIn«m\mhm¯hn[w \jvSs¸« hnetbdnb hkvXphmbn Fsâ buh\s¯¡pdn¨v Rm³ Nn´n¡p¶p. ]gb Imes¯¡pdn¨pw Fsâv _mey¯nsebpw buh\¯nsebpw kplr¯p¡sf¡pdn¨pw R§Ä IStemc¯pw Bäph¡nepw kabw sNehgn¨nS¯psams¡ Fsâ HmÀ½bpsS h©nXpgªv Rm³ t]mIpw. Fs´mcp\à Zn\§Ä. Rm³ s\SphoÀt¸msS HmÀ¡pw. sImÃsa{X Ignªp; F\ns¡´p amä§Ä h¶p.  A¶v Ft¶msSm¸w  kt´mjn¨ Fsâ kplr¯p¡fpsaÃmw Ft¶t¸mse Bbn¡mWpatÃm. I®SbpsS klmbanÃmsX BÀs¡¦nepw {]`mX¯nse¯p\v\ ]{Xw hmbn¡m³ Ignbptam? ]©kmcbn«v BÀs¡¦nepw cmhnse NmbIpSn¡m³ Ignbptam?

jpKdpw {]talhpw A¸w hmXhpw FÃmwIqSn Fs¶ sR¡m\pw sRcn¡m\pw XpS§pt¼mÄv ]¬Sv tImfPnÂv ]Tn¨ IhnX HmÀ½hcpw

\cbpw hmÀ²Iyhpw

a{´n¸sXt´ X½nÂv?

\ap¡o a\pjys\

sRcn¡mw, sR¡ns¡mÃmw...

A¶v F\n¡v AdnbnÃmbncp¶p Cu "sR¡ensâ' ImTn\yw. C¶v Ft¸mgpw sR¡s¸«psIm¬Sncn¡p¶ F\n¡v Cu sR¡ensâ Xo{hX F{]ImcapÅXmsW¶v \¶mbn a\-Ên-em-Ip¶p. 'F´psN¿mw, {]mbambntà tamt\..' F¶ s\SphoÀ¸v hey¸NvN\nÂv\n¶pw tI«Xv C¶sesb¶ t]mse HmÀ½n¡p¶p. ]t£, AXnt¸mÄ Rm³Xs\v\ ]dbp¶p...!!! Imew F{Xtbm IS¶pt]mbn?

]Xnhpt]mse D¨bqWp Ignªv Dd¡w Xq§nbncn¡p¶ kabambncp¶p, IXIn Btcm ap«p¶ i_vZw tI«p. I®Sbv¡p apIfneqsS hmXnÂv]mfnbnte¡v t\m«w ]mªp sN¶p. ImgvN A{Xbv¡v icnbmIp¶nÃ, F¦nepw Xnanc]Se¯n\nSbneqsS¯nb B Ahyàcq]sXvX HmÀ½bn X¸nsbSp¯p. CXv \½psS ]gb Bfteve. ]eØe¯pw h¨v I¬Spap«n B ]gbImcywXt\v\ ]dªpsIm¬Sncn¡p¶ a\pjy³. AÛpXw ho¬Spw þAbmÄ!! Ct¸mgpw ]gbXpt]mse... \cbnÃ, hmÀ²IyanÃ, F´n\v, sXmen A¸wt]mepw sRmdnªn«nÃ. 

F´m CbmÄ am{Xw C§s\ hmÀ²Iyw G¡msXbncn¡p¶Xv? F\n¡v kwibw AXpam{XtabpÅq. AbmÄ¡p ]dbm\pÅXv F¶s¯bpwt]mse B ]gb Imcy§ÄXs¶ Bbncn¡pw; CXn kwibanÃ.

"IS¶p hcq' F¶p Rm³v ]dbp¶Xphsc AbmÄ hmXn¡ÂXs\v\ \n¶p. AbmfpsS hn\bw A¸wIqSn Gdnbnt«bpÅq. thjhn[m\§Ä¡pw amäsam¶panÃ. AbmÄ Fsâ ap¶n kmh[m\w Ccp¶p, F¶n«v Ft¶mSp ]dªp:

""Ct¸mÄ Bhiy¯n\v kabw D¬Sv Ateve. ]s¬Sms¡ Fs¶ ImWpt¼mÄv ]ehgn¡pw Hgnªpamdnbn«p¬Sv. H¶pc¬SpXhW Fsâ ap¶nÂh¶v s]SpIbpw sNbvXn«p¬Sv. As¶ms¡ Rm³ Hcp Imcyw ]dbpambncp¶p. Hcp ]gbImcyw. C¶pw AXpXs¶bmWv Rm³v ]dbphm³ h¶ncn¡p¶Xv.  kabw Ds¬S¦nÂ...... tIÄ¡m³ aSnbnÃtÃm....." -þA-bmÄv ]d-RRp.

F\n¡dnbmw kabw Csöp ]dªmepw Xnc¡msW¶p ]dªmepw CbmÄ s]s«¶p t]mInsöv. Xs¶bpaÃ, dn«bÀsaân\ptijw icn¡pw PohnX¯n Häs¸«t]msebmWv. ]s¬Sms¡ F\n¡p kabw CÃmXncp¶Xn\m BÀ¡pw Fsâ ASp¡Â h¶ncn¡m³ IgnªnÃ, C¶v t\sc Xncnªp. F\n¡p kabw CjvSwt]mse, ]t£, aämÀ¡pw kabw H«pw CÃ. GXmbmepw A¸w kabw t]mIs«sb¶p IcpXn AbmfpsS ]g¦Ybv¡p ap¶n sNhnsImSp¯ncp¶p. AbmÄ B ]gb IYbpsS `mWvUw ho¬Spw Agn¨n«p, IY ]d¨n XpS§n. IYbpsS HSphn Rm³v ]dªp:

'Cu IY \nch[n XhW Rm³ tI«XmWv. AXn\m IYsb¡pdnt¨m IYbnte IYm]m{X§sf¡pdnt¨m F\n¡v H«pw kwibanÃ. F¶m F\n¡v Cu IY ]dªpXcp\v\ \n§sf¡pdn¨v Hcp Imcyw Adnbm\p¬Sv. \n§Ä BcmWv? \n§Äs¡t´ hbkmIntÃ? Rm³ Bdmw ¢mknÂv ]Tn¡pt¼mÄv \n§Ä IhebnÂv\n¶v asämcmtfmSp kwkmcn¡p¶Xp Rm³ I­n«p¬Sv. A¶mWv Rm³ Xm¦sf BZyambn ImWp¶Xv. AXn\ptijw Rm³ tImfPnÂv ]Tn¡pt¼mÄ Hcn¡Â Fsâ kplr¯nt\msSm¸w Xm¦Ä Fs¶ ImWphm³ h¶ncp¶p. ]n¶oSv F\n¡v tPmen In«n GXm\pw hÀj§Ä¡p tijw Rm³ tPmen BhiymÀYw XeØm\t¯¡p t]mIpt¼mÄ Fsâ ASp¯pÅ koänse bm{X¡mc\mbncp¶p \n§Ä. asämcn¡Â, Fsâ AbÂhmknbpsS ho«n hncp¶pImc\mbn h¶t¸mgpw asämcn¡Â Rm³ XoÀYmS\¯n\p t]mbn aS§nhcpt¼mgpw \n§sf I­n«p¬Sv. FÃmbvt¸mgpw \n§Ä Fs¶ I¬Sv kwkmcn¨ncp¶p. Fsâ apJsXvX \ockw \n§Ä I¬Snsöp \Sn¨p. Hcn¡Â Rm³v \n§sf I¬Sv apJwXncn¨p \S¶t¸mÄv \n§Äv ]pdtI h¶p.  A¶pw C¶pw F¶pw F\n¡v \n§fnÂv\n¶pw tIÄ¡m³ IgnªXv Cu ]gb IY am{Xw. Ct¸mÄ F\n¡v a\ÊnemIp¶p, \n§Ä¡v Cu IY am{Xta Adnbq F¶v. F¶m Fsâ AÛpXw CXnsem¶paà kplrtXvX, \n§Äs¡t´ hbÊmInteve? \nch[n sImÃ§Ä Ignªmepw hbÊmImsX Hcp a\pjy\v F§s\ C{]Imcw Ccn¡m³ Ignbpw?

D¯cw ]dbmsX AbmÄ Fsâ apJ¯pt\m¡n aµlkn¨p. F¶n«v AbmÄv ]dªp: FÃmhcpw Ft¶mSp hÀj§fmbn tNmZn¡p¶ tNmZyw Xs¶bmWv kplrt¯ Xm¦fpw tNmZn¡p¶Xv. CXn\pÅ D¯cw CXm Cu ISemknep¬Sv. kabw In«pt¼mÄ t\m¡nt¡mfq.

Rm³ AbmfpsS apJt¯¡v t\m¡nbXv AÛpXwIqdp¶ I®pItfmsSbmbncp¶p. B apJw Ct¸mÄv ]gbXnepw {]IminXambncn¡p¶p. A¶v F\n¡p ]Xns\m¶p hbÊpÅt¸mÄ I¬S B a\pjy³ ho¬Spw buh\bpIvX\mbncn¡p¶p. F\n¡Xv hnizkn¡m³ Ignbp¶nÃ. Fs´mcp tXPkmÀ¶ apJw!

AbmÄ t]mIphm\mbndn§n. Iptd kabwIqSn Fsâ AcnInencp¶v B ]gb IY Hcn¡ÂIqSn ]dbq F¶v ]dbphm³ F\n¡v B{Klap¬Sv. Rm³ AXv ]dbm³ XpS§p¶Xn\p apt¼ AbmÄ Ft¶mSp ]dªp:

"AXymhiyambn F\n¡v Nne hyàn-Isf¡qSn ImWm\p¬Sv. C\nsbmcn¡Â hcmw. AsænÂ... AsænÂ...'

AbmÄv ]dªpXoÀ¡msX Fsâ apJt¯¡v t\m¡n Hcp\nanjw \n¶n«v ]Snbnd§n. ]Sn-ªmtd am\¯v kqcy³ NmªpXpS§nbncp¶p. t\cw sshIp¶p. Rm³ Häbv¡pÅ Cu ho«n Cu cm{Xn Ign¡m³ AbmÄIqSn D¬Smbncps¶¦n F¶v s]s«¶v HmÀ¯pt]mbn. Cu cm{Xn apgph³ AbmÄ F\n¡pth¬Sn B ]g¦YX\vs\ ]dªpXcpambncp¶p. AsXmcp hÃm¯ A\p`hambn amdpambncp¶p. B IY Ct¸mÄ Fsâ Bßmhnte¡v Cd§p¶Xmbn tXm¶p¶p. Fsâ Bßmhv B IYmX´phnÂv\n¶pw DdshSpXvX \oÀ¯SmI¯nÂv \o´n¯pSn¡p¶ A\p`hw. 

Fsâ a\Êv a{´n-¡p-¶p...

 "AbmÄ C\n hcntÃ, F\n¡n\nbpw B ]g¦Y¡mcs\ ImWm\mInteve?

]pdt¯¡nd§n t\m¡mw. I¬Sm Cu cm{Xn Ft¶msSm¯v Ignbm³ £Wn¡mw.

Rm³v ]pdt¯¡nd§n t\m¡n. AbmÄ AIsesb¯n. Zqsc adbp¶p. kmcanÃ, AbmÄ Bsc¶dnbm³ FhnsStbm t\m¡Wsa¶v ]dªncp¶p. FhnsSbmbncp¶p AXv?  HmÀava ]gbXpt]mse \n¡p¶nÃ. Rm³ ho«n\pÅn IS¶psN¶p. AhnsS taita Hcp ISemkn Ft´m henb A£c¯n FgpXnh¨ncn¡p¶p. Rm³ ISemskSp¯p t\m¡n. 'F_mbÀ 13:8'. F´mWnXn\ÀYw? Cu hm¡v Hcp]t£ ss__nfn DÅXmsW¶v tXm¶p¶p. GXmbmepw kwibwXoÀ¡mw. Rm³ ss__nÄ Xpd¶p. sl{_mbÀ F¶v FgpXnbncn¡p\v\ `mKw Is¬S¯m³ A¸w {]bmks¸tS¬Snh¶p. HSphn Is¬S¯n. Rm³ hmbn¨p....

F\n¡v Fsâ I®pIsf hnizkn¡m\mIp¶nÃ... 

CXv t\tcm.... Ah³... Ah³... 

Hm... ssZhta... 

F\n¡v... F\n-¡v.... FÃmw a\ÊnemIp¶p...